De Javu

Only for a moment... The love began to grow again... Hope to have... To Loved... To Care... Only the temptation... She only through... To just said... Just gave a little hope... The annoyed feeling in the heart... It did not yet say the love... It did not yet say liked...

When we were healthy... Eat... Drink... Sleep... Anything our activity... All was felt by comfort... However when we were sick... All did not have the meaning... Because... All was still being felt bitter... Sleep was unsound... Eat not lovely... Really was felt by the misery... Each kind of humankind... Definitely will feel was sick... Be sick seriously... Or only be sick normally... Did not know time... Did not care about the condition... That was clear... When being sick... Usually humankind... Think about the death... Realised all the mistakes... And mentioned the name of the Lord... Through to... Be lost all pride... Emerge the fear... And the inability... Only could submit... Tried to strengthen ourselves... Hoped in the miracle... Such was we... Could not ignore... That we not anything... Could not carry out all... Was not powerful... Only could try... And prayed... Faced all the ordeal.

Today... The victory day... After a month fasted... Again was holy... Like the baby... Really beautiful... The Ied Fitri meaning... Was not thought... The feeling in the heart... Visit each other (Silaturahmi)... Forgive each other... Gathered together... The clear atmosphere that happy... Indeed... Ied Fitri... Will be felt quiet... The heart was felt sad... When... Could not together again... With people who were loved... That went... Left this world... However... All that part of the life... And will be felt by everyone... Therefore... Enjoyed during together... Make use of... The opportunity to forgive... And apologised... While still had time... Because... Will not be repeated... When becoming the memory.

Hungry... Made us... More sensitive... Was easy angry... And could not think clear... Be hungry that like the opium... Caused the desire that must be filled... By every means... Did not care correctly or was wrong... So the meaning of the fast... Made us studying... How controlled ourselves... Felt the suffering... People of hunger... As far as us realised... And... Grateful... Comfort that was felt by us uptil now... As well as understood... The reason why humankind... Could do determined... For the sake of a rice bribe... The fast was one of the religious teachings... Could be applied by all humankind... Must not be the same... That was important... It was benefit could be felt together.

You not the only one... That had filled my heart... But... What had been passed through by us... Leave one thousand meanings... That will not be lost... By time... You... That was most beautiful in my life... Made me understand the meaning of togetherness... Understood the meaning appreciated... Understood... And resisted... From you... I knew the meaning loved... Care... Sacrificed the feeling... Sacrificed time... Only to share... With you... I knew how important... Understood each other... In a relations... Unfortunelly... I realised all that... After we were apart... After could not again... Bore the feeling was pressed... Until the love expanded... Changed hated... And frightened was repeated... Sorry and regret... Not useful... Although just was again friends.... Till at this time... You the birthday today... Although my statement... Has been was not significant for you... But... I always will say that... Although.... Only canned be heard by me... Happy birthday.... May the happi...

Hoped... Hope for... It was a wish... That made... Humankind could remain... The hope was created... Not was created... Created by humankind personally... Because of the existence of the wish... Hope could be the motivation... To reach the dream... However should not be too high... Because not all will be realised... Will be sick it seems... Through to not want to still hoped... And finally submitted... Such was humankind... Want to always happy... Want to always satisfied... Want to always perfect... However... Was not ready with the reality... Indeed... The reality was sometimes quite bitter... Was difficult to be accepted by logic... We sometimes only could complain... Regretted... Cried... Was not powerful... Patience... The conviction... Always will be tested.... Continually... Will not stop... To the end of the life... What must be done by us... In facing all this? ... Many methods and the way... But.... All came back to us... That li...

Was again shaking.... To that was umpteenth the time... This that was looked for... Or only tempted the heart... Was easy chose... But was difficult to be gained... It is hoped She... Because tired already... Jumped at by the dream... And the wish hammock... Although not... Immediately had the replacement... Did not keep personally... Only was jumped at the quiet wind... Joked with the dream... Because... The age and time could not be ignored... Already during... For one protection... In one association... Formed the family... Gained the happiness... At this time and later.

The struggle... In the life... Aimed at receiving the happiness... Many methods... Humankind in getting that... One of them by working... Work as the employee... And was the businessman... Respectively... Had strength and weaknesses... To the employee must be obedient in the regulation... Work in accordance with the superior's order... Also attention to the subordinate... However... Each month must be have income... To the businessman was again heavier... Responsible... Beginning with early... The process to the end of.. But compensation that was obtained... In accordance with what was done... However... Must not each month had revenue... Such was the life... Although being different... The challenge... The struggle... The sacrifice... And results that will be obtained... But..... always continue to one aim.

Tonight hazy... The month became coloured dark... The star could not blink... Only carry out surveillance of in the distance... Like the beetle... That was lost... Confused to look for the way out... As hard as possible... Flew there, come here... Could not go out also... Because... Too much followed instinct... Without assessing the situation... Finally ran aground... And died... The beetle not humankind... But his fate was not different... With humankind that was stricken by emotions... Heartless... And gaze at only one-sided... Through to... Always will be wrong the road... Confused... Restless... Did not find the resolution... Till finally also... To mad... Moreover died was in vain... All that... Part of the life... That all humankind felt... Could be made the lesson... To better... Faced the ordeal.